Wordless Wednesday

Dam Dog

Do you have a dog?

Big one little one? 

I have a dog, a dam dog. That gets told everyday I hate you, not that I really do.  You see I have a long haired Chihiaahia. However you spell it. What I call a house pisser!!! The dam dog can't seem to just go out side. I am sick of it. NO matter how many times I let him out in a day he still will go. If he gets mad at me forget it. I might as well start looking for it. I just don't understand it. It isn't like he can't hold it. If he is in his cage all day he won't go in there. Can someone help anyone please!!! I know one thing he is making it where I don't ever want another dog again. Oh and if you are wanting words of advice don't get a small dog. From talking to alot of people with them they all seem to have this problem well maybe not as bad as my Dam Dog but still have the problem. Thanks for letting me vent!!

Weight update

Last update 194.6

Today          192.4

Loss               2.2

I actually started doing Weight Watchers. It has always helped me more then anything so I decided to go back to it. I am also doing it along with a couple friends on TMP The Mommy Playbook. Fun site and just fun to do it with others.

This is where I am on TMP It will be my starting point now. 

Current weight: 196 on Monday
Started WW on Thur weight: 198
Today's Weight: 192.4
Total Loss: 5.6 lb Wow!!! probably a lot of water so we will see next week.

Friday Weight Update

Well I know it is Tuesday and a bit late but I didn't want anyone to think I gave up on week 1. So here is Fridays update.

Week 3
Start 192.6
Current 14.6

Gain 2lb

So monthly recap

Wk 1 197

Wk 2 193.8

Wk 3 192.6

Wk 4 194.6 

Total loss

2.4 Lb

Well it wasn't my 1lb but hay I will take it. Better then nothing and with Christmas in there who could ask for more. 

Moms struggles

As I sit here on this freezing night writing to you all. I am yet to wonder a lot of things in life. Small things to big things. I have been reading The Duggars 20 and Counting. I love this family and not just on the fact that they have so many children and stay sane but the fact that they are great people. There book unlike their show goes more in depth of who they are and what they stand for. They have opened my eyes more in the way the lord wants us to be. Not that the book is preachy at all. I really feel inspired by them and have been trying to be better. I know mother hood is hard and boy at times harder then we think we can handle but you know we come threw, we always do. Now tho I want to come threw better I want my children to be better then me and to learn from me to be that better person. Example I have noticed the big one yelling a lot lately and saying he is angry. I thought about this and he is just acting like me. So I prayed to god to help me and give me some extra strength to handle my anger. You know this may sound weird but I really feel like he has been helping me. I find I am not yelling as much and trying to get him to calm down easier by talking with him instead of yelling at him.

Brody is now pulling himself up on things and crawling all around. I can not leave him for a moment. The hardest is at bed time he keeps pulling himself up on his bed and crying because he don't know how to get himself down. My book I love to reference back to says to let him cry and figure it out but it is so hard. I usually can let him cry it out. I am a big fan of cry it out. I just have a hard time when I know he is holding on to the bed for dear life and does not know how to bring himself back down. So I am lost as to what to do with him for the moment on this matter. I think I may have to buck it up and let him cry it out. 

Carson surprised me this weekend and sat on Santa's lap. Boy if he only knew his momma would of rather of died then go near the man. He is such a big boy!!! Oh and I still hate going near him or even clowns for that matter LOL. He is excited about Christmas he is counting down the days. I wish it wasn't going to be here so soon tho. I love having the tree up and all the lights it is so warm and cozy to look at. Well I better go I am getting tired and still have so much to do. Till next time. Have a great night and stay warm!!!!

Friday Weight Update

Friday weight update here

Week 3
Start 193.8
Current 192.6
Loss 1.2

Whoo hoo I will take it!!! I had a bad day in there and once again have not got up to exercise. I know this week I will have to. Other wise all the Christmas food will ruin my plans.

Current Weight by weeks

1. 197
   
2. 193.8
3. 192.6
   

Wordless Wednesday

Friday Weight Update

Forgot to update for Friday.

Start Weight 197
Current 193.8
Loss 3.2

Not to bad but I don't think I really did anything to achieve this so we will see what next week brings.

Dark Night and Colds

Well last night me and my DH watched The Dark Night. If you haven't seen the movie I really think it is a must. Al tho the movie was good it still had a sence of sadness due to the fact that Heath Ledger is no longer with us. I can say it was his best work!!!!

We have been dealing with Car saying "I don't like you" to the DH. We are not sure where this stemmed from. Last night we were thinking about it and it may have started when I left to go to Walgreen's and didn't take him. If you know me you know my children are always with me. I guess when I left he was very upset! Not only has he been saying that to DH but he has been VERY clingy when he comes home. So I think that was the problem. Who knows with kids. Speaking of kids I am so done with my kids being sick. Since we were on our way home from dear OK. They have been sick. I thought Bro was getting better now he has started coughing again. So who knows. Bro has been to the doctor 2x antibiotic 1x which did help his cough but now it is back. Car been 2x and antibiotics for now 8 days seems better but not completely. I just don't know what to do. Today I cleaned all the baby toys for the second time and went around with disinfectant wipes and wiped down door handles and things that are touched. What else it there. This winter has been horrible with colds. Dam OK!!!!! O well what can you do.

Update on exercising haven't done it but I have been paying more attention to my eating so not all a waste. We will see when I weigh myself Friday.

Wordless Wednesday

These things are so cool and fun.

I bought these at Menards. Sorry if you don't have one around you. My son has LOVED playing with these. They are stickers that are removable. While you can stick them on walls too I just don't trust that they won't take off my paint. LOL.

Thanksgiving

Every Thanksgiving we have gone to the Circus after we eat. This year was Brodys first time and my brother and his girlfriend Came along. We had fun.





 

Crazy times and pics

Most of  you know my sons love of Thomas the Train. My mom found this at Home Depot and need I say more that he has made the holidays. Every day it is it Thomas up, is Thomas up? Every day I have to explain to him that he comes up at night. It is so cute tho. He was so happy to see him when he rose up he even gave him a kiss. 

While we have had this tent for years, sorry Nate. I finally decided to put it up. Grama decided to join in the fun too. That crazy grama. 

Funny

Thought I would follow up a serious post with a you tube video I thought was so funny!!!



I hope this makes you laugh!!

Time for a change!

I always say this and never follow threw. So I am gonna try my best to stick with it and hopefully not fall off the wagon. LOL!!
Well some of you know I started exercising back in Sept and was doing very well. I really hadn't changed my eating habit so really did not loose any weight. I did however feel a lot better then I was emotionally speaking. So In Oct when my knee started acting up I quit doing anything. It is now time to start up again. Why because my depression is coming back and I hate feeling this way!!!! It seems to stay away if I exercise so that is what I need!!! Today I was woken by the little one at 4:45am and while I was not to happy I thought to myself why not make the best of it. I kept tell myself I would start at the first of the year. In the back of my head I kept saying that is what you say every year and never follow threw. So why keep doing what doesn't work. So okay I have set new goals for myself and I really think these are good goals not ones that I will let myself down with.

GOAL

To loose 5 lb a month. 

well A pound a week. 

IF I loose more good but that is the goal.

Why this number because let see

 197 (Current Weight)

-52 (pound a week)

=152 

While yes 152 is still to heavy for me it is a realistic number for a year. If you ask me a great number since I haven't seen it since 2001. So back on my Wii and we will see where this goes. If all fails at least, I hope my depression will be more at bay.